I am not me!

I think I've been waking up on the wrong side of the bed for the past few weeks or the past many many days. I believe I've been having some not-so-good days. Am not sure what's wrong. Am not sure if it's just me or if there is something really really wrong.

For the past few days I feel very uncomfortable around people. And that's not me. Am usually quite fond of chatting up people. Lately, I've noticed that I end up in either an altercation which reaches a point of no return or I end up feeling very let down and upset by the kinda responses I get from people.

I am beginning to lose patience with people cracking the same kinda jokes the same day, people who don't seem to want to talk about anything substantial. Suddenly I have this feeling that life is slipping by and I need to do/discuss as much as I can before it all ends.

The state of ignorance sometimes people live in is beginning to irritate me. Lack of scruples in people gets on my nerves. Sycophants irritate me. people wanting to suck up to their bosses (wait, thats fine) and refusing to even listen to anything else even remotely plausible irritates me. Sometimes I also feel like there is something i've done in the recent past thats made people form an opinion about me and they are for some reason judging me and harshly. Its a funny feeling. Maybe I am just being too touchy about some jokes that people want to crack. But I am not me for quite a few days.